The 6 Month Eval

So with Jacks early intervention program they do an evaluation every 6 months. They are appointments I don't really look forward to because I always seem to feel so bad after. I look at my little man and I think WOW he is doing so much. He has overcome so many different obstacles and is still moving forward making huge strides.... but then I have to answer the questions they ask about him. Is he doing this or that, does he know this, can he do that etc. etc etc... and i have to answer no, um yea he is working on them, he is not there yet, etc, etc, etc.... I feel as if I have let him down. I worry that I'm not doing enough. I do get my moments to say Yes he did that and trust me if I could yell YES, without freaking out everyone around I would, but those moments are always overshadowed by the other answers I have to give.... I can't help it this is how I feel, every time.. its not the people who come and do the questioning at all, its just the fact that these questions make me feel like here we go, here is the first round of judgement on my son. No he cannot say Jack yet but he can say light, mama, dada, Elle, Mar and a bunch of other words, and he knows every single word I say to him. He is so smart and he is such a superhero to me that I hate to have to have some test say otherwise..... It's just a stage I'm at right now, I usually always have this low point after the meetings and then brush it off and move forward, but I have to say it's hard, thats just what it is... its hard. So there - got that out, I'm ready to move on... on to bigger and better things, things that a piece of paper can't hold back. I'm off to go and watch what amazing thing Jack will do today...